Sounds kinda like depression almost. It might be that you don't have enough going on that you truly enjoy? Or things are holding you down?

Yes, you’re probably right.

Never let depression win. Trust me

Thank you.

No problem, kid ^^

I sometimes feel the same thing as you, like the best times are in the past and I just recharge my batteries at cons x, x

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It’s nice that you understand. Yeah, cons are great for that.

*nods and gives softbunnyhugs* I totally know what you're talking about, hon. Best thing I can suggest is be with those who care for and love you lots and always think positive~

Oh no... You just had the early mid life crisis realization. D:
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*hugs* Ive kinda had those feelings as Ive got older as well but I guess you just got to keep looking at the things you do enjoy and block out the negativity best you can. Dont let it win at any cost.

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i cant really image you sad. every time i have seen you. you seem like the happiest one in the room.

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I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling down. You usually seem very cheerful, it's not good if that's just a mask you wear. Mind you, I'm a D'Otter, not a doctor. I agree that the way you describe things, it does sound like you might have clinical depression. Then again, it's not necessarily clinical, is it? Some lives and some people would grind anybody down. You know what I mean. It's not fair and it's not right, but there it is. Or maybe there are other things going on in your life. If I or anybody can help, please ask.

Look, everybody has sad times, but they're not supposed to drag on and on and they're not supposed to make life seem hopeless. Maybe it's clinical, maybe it's situational, but keep an eye on it. If it doesn't start getting better at some point, you'd best do something about it. Start by talking to a doctor, maybe getting a reference to a specialist. If your situation is at fault, maybe there's a way to change it, or maybe a group who can support you.

In the meantime, maybe this can give you some reassurance. -- http://www.mooddisorders.ca/program.....om-the-neck-up

I'm sorry you're struggling right now. I have generalized anxiety disorder, and last year around this time, I just kind of... completely shut down. I was a wreck; it wasn't sadness, though, just very intense, gut-wrenching fear.

I ended up getting prescribed medication by my doctor, and I also started seeing a therapist; it really helped, and if you haven't tried seeking out professional help, I highly recommend it.

I know the feeling, I think since I turned 30 I've had to work much harder to be in a good place. It's still possible, but it's more of a challenge... I can hardly believe I'm as old as I am these days but I've still got a long run ahead of me (I hope).

That being said, therapy didn't help me much but I only tried it the once and went two times... I took some generic Zoloft for a while, and I learned to much better monitor my moods and altered my routines so I was more in tune with myself which helped. So maybe you just need to change how you do things, look at what makes you unhappy and try to minimize it.

*hugs* You're an adorable suiter and though we haven't met I think we'd get along well.