Sometimes, it takes a long time to heal after physical damage, but I often feel that emotional damage takes even longer.

I'm finally healed enough to say that I'm sorry for being so quiet and distant to those that have been close to me. I lost my third pregnancy last month and it is my third in 3 years.

I'm not ready for questions or to discuss it really, but I want those around me to know that I'm still trying to be okay every day. If I don't chat with you as often as I used to or I seem short, that's really all that I can handle at the moment.

School is also ramping up and, honestly, I'm truly grateful for the time I am forced to pay attention to that instead. I'm also in the middle of a possible job move, so I'm kinda just slowing down on a lot of my furry life and trying to concentrate on my IRL life things going on.

Thanks if you read this, and if not, I understand as well. Everyone has their shit to deal with and it helps me to heal to talk about it.