Im not sure what to write here tbh, especially since i can't make sense of it anymore myself. If you read my last journal, you already know I've been going through a lot that has caused me to withdraw from all social platforms and irl too. I also very nearly removed myself from the fandom and isolated myself from my friends too for reasons i don't want to list again. Life isn't getting better (was in A+e for a day after getting a viral infection also). But i'm writing this journal to let anyone who may care or wants to know that i'm not deciding to delete my accounts. My hiatus will continue for now (i have a few art pieces im going to upload quickly tonight) but i will be back. I dont know when but it will be after my professional help starts.

If i worried you, if i seemed irritated, if it seems like i ignored you, if i haven't been myself...i really am genuinely so sorry for that. I have two of my closest friends looking after me rn and they both deserve medals and dont know how much their support really means to me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I know not a lot of people may read this, but if you do.....thank you for your understanding and for being so patient with me <3 <3

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Also...if you sent me a message (especially on telegram), i promise i did read it and the support im being shown by everyone (especially when very few know what's actually happening) is amazing so thank you <3