Very early on February 8, I suffered a Hypertension crisis". I'm not sure which one or both I suffered, a stroke or a heart attack. Although it is obvious my eye sight took a huge ding and I'll need to get new glasses again.. I'm also way out of typing practice.

O can only say for certain that if emergency action was not taken that night, I would be dead.

Given some time and treatment, I should be able to resume normal physical operation, with scheduled dialysis, and my normal degree of eye sight and endurance should return to me, again given time.

I AM NOT DEAD.... yet. But I am not comfortable right now either.

I deeply regret my life choices that have led to this point, an the severe failure of my health (even if a "full" recovery it very distinctly possible). I will do my best not to ignore any current or new orders. I want to get back to stuff or at least try to as soon as possible.

Individuals will hear from me hopefully by the end of the month.

-David C Ashmore