It's sort of tradition that I do write something like that whenever I am year older .. it kinda seems though I have skipped it last year, even though last year was actully nice, and by that I mean that day ( my birth day ) not an actuall year cuz it sucked like whole my life .

So I am another year older, another year closer to beeing old and misreable .. no wiat, I am already that . I can count only two birth days in my entier life as good ones, and that was last year my 26th birth day , and my 19th one... or maybe it was my 20th ? I can't honsetly remeber but it doesn't matter , the point is that it generaly sucks for me and thats how it was this year, how it was yesterday . I don't care about stupid gifts.. maybe I did a little bit when I was little kid, or about even more stupid wishes ... even though they are actuly nice when someone really do mean it and you can see it only if you meet someone in person... what I want is not to be a fucking lonely for one fucking stupid day in a whole year.. each year I become more and more disapointed and I grow to hate people even more ...

I wished for something more