Like every damn year .. I write this few words here .. hoping, literaly lying to myself that it will be better this time .. that today is the most important day for me, after all, in this entier year .. that something special just has to happen today .. something really joyfull ..how stupid I am to always believe in such a fairy tail .. now a days ever my family forgets about me .. I`m always alone .. nothing will change this time

Well yeah .. fucking happy birthday to me