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16 years ago
First I've got to apologize. I usually try to avoud spamming my watchers with journals.
I am feeling kinda down lately and I fear that this is affecting my submissions.
Speaking of submissions... I am way behind right now and I have sort of an art block. Nah, it is more like I feel drained somehow and don't know what to do. I can't get myself to work on something because my thoughts keep spinning and spinning and making me all dizzy. It is annoying.
I hope I'll get over that emo-stuff soon. I apologize for the inconvenience. I felt obliged to tell my watchers what's going on so they know why lazy Edo is so lazy lately :/
I am feeling kinda down lately and I fear that this is affecting my submissions.
Speaking of submissions... I am way behind right now and I have sort of an art block. Nah, it is more like I feel drained somehow and don't know what to do. I can't get myself to work on something because my thoughts keep spinning and spinning and making me all dizzy. It is annoying.
I hope I'll get over that emo-stuff soon. I apologize for the inconvenience. I felt obliged to tell my watchers what's going on so they know why lazy Edo is so lazy lately :/
Thank you *blushes*
You're not obliged to anything here on FA, nobody expects you to upload 1,234 incredibly great pictures per week. It is absolutely okay if you take a break, and it's also okay if that break takes longer than you would prefer. There are times when one just can't do as one wishes to.
It is okay.
I love you.
My soul is dedicated to art and to you. That stupid other crap is going to ruin it. I guess I just suck at living anyway...
Love you too...
*coughs*
Well. The thing is:
- If you wait for your artblock to go away, evening school will be back. Which sucks.
- If you put yourself under pressure and try to draw anyway, all that will come out will be gobbledygook with no passion in it. Which sucks.
You haven't got that much of a choice.
Please, do yourself a favour and don't force yourself. I'm going to bring my Nintendo DS on Wednesday and you can have it for a couple of weeks for a little distraction. How's that sound? :3
So if I have to decide to draw or to wait...
...I'll choose...
...Spaghetti.
It's not like the end of all days had come. You simply feel blocked because there's something you actually WANT to do but can't because there are still things you need to figure out.
If you like, I'll help you figure those things out as soon as I visit you :3
I know this is foolish but I just can't get rid of this thoughts.
I appreciate your words though. Thank you. You are a nice person.
*blushes* thanks o//////o