It's 2018, and wow, time has really flown over my head...

In the beginning of the year I vowed to try harder with my art. Or at least the best I could, working two jobs n all.
After I handled all the refunds and tied up loose ends, I felt a bit at ease, like most of the pressure was off my shoulders.
I'm not saying I hated taking commissions. But ever since I did, it took years to do them, and I haven't even finished them...
The pressure and guilt had me tied down and was my eternal art block.

I learned a lot though...
I tried taking on something too big for me right now. Too many responsibilities to handle, right now anyways...
For now, I'm going to start out small, and work my way up, so I can handle more of these next time.

I want to promise things will change. But sadly I haven't made a promise I could keep...
I hope you can all forgive me.

This year, I will try, as hard as I can.