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A dedication of my independance and unique journey
7 years ago
And now, another addition of what is in Malec's head...
Life's struggles, and where it all takes us:
Exhaling in pain, and drawing upon peace
As the path I walked has stuttered and ceased
My past is behind me, smoldered and burned
I carry with me which what I have learned
I did not do which was expected
Quite the opposite, a future I protected
Not sure what else there is left in me
I looked to my spirit with shock to see
A smiling blue fur reaching out to me!
So A turn is what I find instead
A choice to be made, not long ahead
To continue, hurting, lost and alone?
And risk being lost far past what is known?
Or do I take the turn, a direction askew
That leads between here and an era anew?
It's finally my time to live or burn
So I grasp his paw and together we turn
I am not who you expected to see
My reinvention was to find me
I will forge ahead on the path I built
With not a single thought of hate nor guilt
With glee, my heart begins to purr
As I exhale in peace, and in through fur.
in 2003, I left and went to college instead of working with my father. To my father, this was an issue. I was cast out of my local church and culture when they found out my leanings, due to my father telling them. In a small community church culture is our everything: Friends, family, support, life management, artisan jobs, social network, I lost it all that day. I went for my first stent in college and successfully graduated as an Associates in Science in Networking Administration on my own in 2006. My "fiance" (based only on our intent to marry one day) moved away for a job. we stayed together in an LDR. He was hired straight out of college. I tried to get my family to come to the commencement event. I do not know what I expected, but with surgical precision, a phone call ended what was left of my past. I had to go back and finish my Bachelor's in Information Technology eventually. I did so. My relationship faded with my ex-fiance for many and one specific reason, we broke up. In the silence that followed I looked inside myself and let grow what was hidden. I let life and creation flow through me again and take shape. On that day an explosion of creativity lived in me again. I started drawing, singing, writing again and allowing things to come forth that I had to once hide. I embraced the fandom. I found my coven, they embraced me warmly accepting me as I am. I have my two communities back, what else is there in life?
Burning, a phrase that is sometimes literal, we burn what we wish to leave behind, whether it is on paper or the literal item.
Go In Peace,
Malec Wolf
Exhaling in pain, and drawing upon peace
As the path I walked has stuttered and ceased
My past is behind me, smoldered and burned
I carry with me which what I have learned
I did not do which was expected
Quite the opposite, a future I protected
Not sure what else there is left in me
I looked to my spirit with shock to see
A smiling blue fur reaching out to me!
So A turn is what I find instead
A choice to be made, not long ahead
To continue, hurting, lost and alone?
And risk being lost far past what is known?
Or do I take the turn, a direction askew
That leads between here and an era anew?
It's finally my time to live or burn
So I grasp his paw and together we turn
I am not who you expected to see
My reinvention was to find me
I will forge ahead on the path I built
With not a single thought of hate nor guilt
With glee, my heart begins to purr
As I exhale in peace, and in through fur.
in 2003, I left and went to college instead of working with my father. To my father, this was an issue. I was cast out of my local church and culture when they found out my leanings, due to my father telling them. In a small community church culture is our everything: Friends, family, support, life management, artisan jobs, social network, I lost it all that day. I went for my first stent in college and successfully graduated as an Associates in Science in Networking Administration on my own in 2006. My "fiance" (based only on our intent to marry one day) moved away for a job. we stayed together in an LDR. He was hired straight out of college. I tried to get my family to come to the commencement event. I do not know what I expected, but with surgical precision, a phone call ended what was left of my past. I had to go back and finish my Bachelor's in Information Technology eventually. I did so. My relationship faded with my ex-fiance for many and one specific reason, we broke up. In the silence that followed I looked inside myself and let grow what was hidden. I let life and creation flow through me again and take shape. On that day an explosion of creativity lived in me again. I started drawing, singing, writing again and allowing things to come forth that I had to once hide. I embraced the fandom. I found my coven, they embraced me warmly accepting me as I am. I have my two communities back, what else is there in life?
Burning, a phrase that is sometimes literal, we burn what we wish to leave behind, whether it is on paper or the literal item.
Go In Peace,
Malec Wolf
