So as you may have noticed it has been a long time since i, was able to be active. I cannot say sorry for that, shit happens and that shit for me is : IRL.

All i can say right now is, that i am doing better!! Hence the reason, i have been able to post lately. Yay! I won't make ANY wonton promises of how 'i will post more'. Life has been a fuckton more complicated and that has eaten up all of my art time. :( For that reason i obviously retracted from the local furry scene. Its been for the best. Doesn't mean i enjoy it, but i am happy with how things are going now.

My Art Block seems to have been lifted. I was able to enjoy, deeply, this past 420 holiday. I hope those of you that do enjoy the 420 dank, have had a safe and wonderful holiday. Because i have been making more art and I am no longer ashamed of what i make.

This was a huge reason why i killed my posts over the years. I really felt like "smoking" art was taboo; especially if it was furry. So i buried my talent under shame and compared myself. I know the deadliest of all Artist Sins.

I mostly made what I THOUGHT ppl would like. Not really making art that i liked. But it never made me rise as my artistic-peers have, over these years. That made me so frustrated. But this 'time away' has given me clarity.

Obviously, hindsight is 20/20 so what was obvious now, took all this time to figure out.

Just make fucking work.

Fuck what others make and post round here. Fuck the numbers, i just want to make my art and not be ashamed to post it. That sounds so trivial, but with the time i had to give-up in order to make room for IRL shit. It dawned on me, that i been feeling that "failure to thrive", becuz i was not making MY art. That's what i have been working on the background of my life. Just massive self-reflection.

I just want to finish all this fucking art i got laying around. I hate that i refused to make art (in the past) unless i was looking at someone else's art. I turned my love for art into something tedious that i felt ashamed to show. I dont want to keep my talent buried becuz i keep comparing myself to others.

So that's my mission, quest, vibe at this moment: To make art, regardless if it's understood and to fucking put it out there. SO enjoy the massive art upload that is coming. For those who, i said i will give you art: it's on the way.

And if you want more content often from me , you will have to watch my IG account > https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/ . That's just where i am able to post the most often. That's it for now,


have a blessed day furs
enjoy the arts
Good Things

-ee

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Reminder for a chance to win free arts!

The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!

When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up

Twitter:
(SFW)>>150 (CURRENT COUNT 122)

Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 368)

FA>> 1,500 (CURRENT COUNT 1006)

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SOCIAL MEDIAS

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FaceBook art page http://www.facebook.com/EvilessenceDarkstar

Weasyl https://www.weasyl.com/~littlee

Tumblr http://kawaii420moyase.tumblr.com/

Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar

Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/

Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info


https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....?watch=Doublee << Picarto.tv Channel
http://www.etsy.com/shop/FiendishEudaimonia << ♥♥Esty♥♥ EMPTY ATM untill further notice....
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https://new.livestream.com/accounts/3705761 << my Live stream page(no longer in use)

Support me through my Patreon>>> https://www.patreon.com/evilessence?ty=h

Please keep in mind, that my patreon is still in the works. I am still fixing it up! :)

Art Work Queue

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*I work on art on the Weekends and when i get free time after work on the weekdays. *
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Solaeis (on telegram)> PAID> 50% done

 dinoknight PAID> Sketching



GIFT/TRADE ART for:

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I would ALSO like alternatively to offer these next beautiful digital paintings that are on my Art queue (list is below) if you appreciate the art consider supporting me through My  Patreon page> https://www.patreon.com/evilessence
or tossing some my way through My paypal>> ladysilverbane[at]yahoo.com

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My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)

FlutterShy =Done * http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18434261/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/

[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Apple Jack
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore

And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again

Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)

Miia (naga/ lamia) =Done *

Super Smash Bros4- BongBongs: " Blazed Up Smash"
Charcater wiki link > http://metroid.wikia.com/wiki/List_.....h_Bros._series


WiiFit Trainer= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479590/
Princess Rosalina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18507347/
Princess Zelda= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18488258/
ZeroSuit Samus= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18535406/
Princess Peach= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18600719/
Lucina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21410303/


[ ++OPEN++ ]
Sheik
Palutena
Robin (female)
Villager (female)
Jiggly Puff