Why? Why I did that again? Why I knowing that this choise is F...terrible...I still made that choise? WHY I SO TERRIBLE IN MAKING CHOISE. Why I even write that? Because Iam in army now and its fucking sucks. Its not like you seen on screens. It worse. Much worse then you even thinking. I can compare it with jaiĺ or concentration camp. Stupid dolphin why you even think its a good idea and only one right way? I..here you dont even feel like a creature, you just feel like a slave in the worst way. I hope noone and never will make such a mistake like me