So, that super hard job? It kept being super difficult and my contract didn't get renewed, so now I've got about two months to figure it out before the $$$ runs dry. I'm really upset because I tried really hard to make it work, but my boss didn't really give me what I needed to succeed and then blamed me when things didn't go well because I had to improvise. I may open commissions again to sort of supplement my income but, yeah. I have a pretty specialized skillset but this past year went so badly that I don't know if I want to keep doing what I do and for the past week since I've found out I've been looking around, but the fear of failing again has made it hard to complete the applications.

I might just try to do some personal art, who's to say. I feel like I haven't had time to create anything good in years, and I miss it. I miss keeping up with everyone and that type of connection. These types of sites will always build closer friendships than the Tumblr types because of the long form communication you can keep up.