The persistent physical sensation that you are beginning to become blind, makes you look at many things quite differently. It's creepy, it's unsettling but when a terrible diagnosis is not confirmed, it's incredibly good (although the problem has not been solved yet). I really had a lot of energy and nerves for useless things - constant dissatisfaction with myself, "you have to do better, it's all bad, you do not try at all!" - all this nonsense came together and drove into such a longing. But when I lost important for me, all the stupid doubts and fears fell away at once. Many thanks to my friends who tirelessly supported me, encouraged me every day and did not let me down. <3

I'm still experiencing difficulties while drawing, but I'm gradually returning to this. Thank you for patience and support!