Dream Dump, August 2016.
7 years ago
This is what I think...
August 12th:
Had a vague dream about mining, there were these ancient looking ruins with a tunnel network below ground.
I recall something about the focus being a glowing neon pink crystal that looked otherworldly.
I'm not sure if it was the same dream but I also recall some old school adventuring with healers and warriors.
It felt kind of like being dropped into another world since there was a conversation about what it meant to
be an adventurer and someone giving me an odd look, a woman behind a counter in some guild specifically.
August 20th:
I just about nearly cried my f**king eyes out from a dream...
It was something that only ever rarely happens for me, a long term continuation of an OLD dream.
The original dream itself must of been closer to when I was in my early teens, didn't recall it until it happened.
A large portion of the dream seemed to be made new this time around but the continuation was because of characters
and props that were present in the dream, almost like a reunion of friends who had done some RP long ago.
I ran into some folks during a gathering and realized we hadn't seen each other in forever.
There was lots I couldn't actively remember so I felt like a third wheel at times, looking at a scrap of paper that had
bits of the last dream written on it with names and roles, events that had taken place.
There was one with "Ninja - GF" that I could only figure meant Girl Friend but I was racking my brain about who "Ninja" was
but was trying to keep it to myself in case I hurt anyone's feeling, there was something damage taken in a hot spring.
There were about 2 girls and 2 - 3 guys counting myself in the group.
There was a demon, a knight, a ninja, a mage, and a healer though I couldn't figure out who everyone was, pretty sure I was the knight?
At some point everyone got up after being called for some event but I wasn't called and they didn't motion for me to follow.
I sat there still in a circle on the floor with my head down feeling like I'd been left behind and was in the way...
They came back and sat down again looking confused, they then began to put down what they had been given from the event.
Cards and papers with character information and props like special items, I told them that I was afraid they left for good.
I told them that I felt like an outsider for not remembering a lot of things and that it felt like I hurt them...
One of the girls reached out and placed something in my palm, it was a purple/pink paper flower that unfolded as if blooming.
After a moment I felt tears forming and had to cup my hand over my mouth, barely able to form the words "you kept this?.."
All the while feeling and memories came flooding back about how I'd given it to them as a sign of love, I remember shacking.
They were smiling gently but I could barely see through the tears and hear through my own sobbing...
Then I woke up and realized it had been a continuation of a dream I had many many years ago, and I kept crying.
The intense feeling of both happiness and sadness for had happened and that I was able to see them again.
I've only ever had these kinds of dream 2 maybe 3 times in the 27 years I've been alive, most continue dreams
are were I wake up and then fall back asleep and the dream continues like it had paused and then resumed.
Had a vague dream about mining, there were these ancient looking ruins with a tunnel network below ground.
I recall something about the focus being a glowing neon pink crystal that looked otherworldly.
I'm not sure if it was the same dream but I also recall some old school adventuring with healers and warriors.
It felt kind of like being dropped into another world since there was a conversation about what it meant to
be an adventurer and someone giving me an odd look, a woman behind a counter in some guild specifically.
August 20th:
I just about nearly cried my f**king eyes out from a dream...
It was something that only ever rarely happens for me, a long term continuation of an OLD dream.
The original dream itself must of been closer to when I was in my early teens, didn't recall it until it happened.
A large portion of the dream seemed to be made new this time around but the continuation was because of characters
and props that were present in the dream, almost like a reunion of friends who had done some RP long ago.
I ran into some folks during a gathering and realized we hadn't seen each other in forever.
There was lots I couldn't actively remember so I felt like a third wheel at times, looking at a scrap of paper that had
bits of the last dream written on it with names and roles, events that had taken place.
There was one with "Ninja - GF" that I could only figure meant Girl Friend but I was racking my brain about who "Ninja" was
but was trying to keep it to myself in case I hurt anyone's feeling, there was something damage taken in a hot spring.
There were about 2 girls and 2 - 3 guys counting myself in the group.
There was a demon, a knight, a ninja, a mage, and a healer though I couldn't figure out who everyone was, pretty sure I was the knight?
At some point everyone got up after being called for some event but I wasn't called and they didn't motion for me to follow.
I sat there still in a circle on the floor with my head down feeling like I'd been left behind and was in the way...
They came back and sat down again looking confused, they then began to put down what they had been given from the event.
Cards and papers with character information and props like special items, I told them that I was afraid they left for good.
I told them that I felt like an outsider for not remembering a lot of things and that it felt like I hurt them...
One of the girls reached out and placed something in my palm, it was a purple/pink paper flower that unfolded as if blooming.
After a moment I felt tears forming and had to cup my hand over my mouth, barely able to form the words "you kept this?.."
All the while feeling and memories came flooding back about how I'd given it to them as a sign of love, I remember shacking.
They were smiling gently but I could barely see through the tears and hear through my own sobbing...
Then I woke up and realized it had been a continuation of a dream I had many many years ago, and I kept crying.
The intense feeling of both happiness and sadness for had happened and that I was able to see them again.
I've only ever had these kinds of dream 2 maybe 3 times in the 27 years I've been alive, most continue dreams
are were I wake up and then fall back asleep and the dream continues like it had paused and then resumed.
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