So my summer so far has been interesting...

The entire story starts before school let out

My mom has been in bad health for a long time. Both physically and mentally. She is an alcoholic with anxiety/depression (i think she had more than that...) psoriatic arthritis. She really lost it after my dad died. She was already loosing it, then he died and her liver began to fail and somehow she's still alive. She's stupider, meaner, and more narcissistic than ever.

Anyway she flew to a funeral in Michigan and never made it to the funeral. She left her hotel room without her purse or phone and got in a car crash. After she was released from the hospital she slipped and feel in the parking lot and hit her head. She got in her new rental car and drove off. She had no idea where the funeral was, the hotel, or anything.
She was driving around slowly with her emergency lights as she searched for her hotel, then the cops finally found her.
The police eventually contacted her relatives who were still in Michigan and she was rude to them.
(But now i think she spent some of this time drunk and is lying to everyone)
I was the fist person she called at the hospital, not her father or any other relative who wasn't two states away, but me. Who could do nothing but call them.
She eventually made it home somehow.

I visited when school got out to discover her new Forester is impounded and she got and DUI. This wasn't her firs one and it will be suspended for awhile (at least 6 months).

That was the first time in awhile I saw her sober and she was a lot nicer.

She had to make court appearances. Despite promising her brother and father she wouldn't travel alone (no one told me this), she did. She missed two court dates. I dropped her off at the airport when I was visiting. She made it to Michigan, but still missed her date.

She was arrested and I was the first person she called. The call cut out after a minute and she told me nothing that could help me help her.
But she got out a few days ago and should be home soon.

My poor siblings.


Also I've been fighting with my boyfriend a lot. He's doing to many drugs and takes out his frustrations on those around him.
just bleh...


This upcoming fall semester I am transferring schools to a bigger university. I'll be there for two years and then I will be done with my degree.

I tried to get a summer job. I got a $4 and hour waitressing job and then got fired 3 weeks later. I had only worked like 8 days. I worked with the manager for 3 days and I think she hated me, because all of the other staff I talked too were wondering why I wasn't called back the day before I was fired.
I wasn't doing things fast enough apparently? They were hardly training me I had finally figured out and then two days later I'm fired.
What the fuck, honestly?


So I just said fuck it and decided to draw porn and make a nsfw account. I wanna keep this one clean. It's at JalhanCorrin. I'll announce it properly once I have a few submissions.


i fucking hate shit right now goddamn it