school in starting in a month
i'm moving in half a month

i'm kinda gonna give up on art. i worked so hard this summer, posted so much stuff and still don't even have 50 watchers!!
i really thought i could do better than that?
like why don't i have more? what am I doing wrong?
is my art just boring?

i have been very depressed for like 9 months and am tired of what feels like wasted effort
like when i couldnt get a job this summer i thought i would still be able to make some money with art but that never happened!!

i wont disappear completely probably. i have some old art to post and i'll leave ko-fi commissions opened
mostly because i lack the ability to leave social media along completely

but im kinda just gonna give up on art
i need to stop setting myself up for disapointment

so
bye bye i guess
dont expect anything from me