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7 years ago
Its been a while since my last journal, im not very good at writing or saying things that is worth putting down on paper (theoretically speaking)
Well here goes
I have found myself growing apart from this fandom, dont take it the wrong way, I still love this fandom and the idea of this fandom its just that it was a way for me personally to make new friends and be a part of something along with that sense of belonging, But now im growing away from it, since I moved out of my parents home and into my own I feel as though furry has taken a step back, don't get me wrong I am so thankful for what this fandom has done for me over the years but now I need to open a new chapter of my life.
This takes me to my next discussion which is my job.
I work for a local council doing grounds, which for me was a really good for my first real job, it got my foot in the door and was well paid, but the is no career out of it, I go to work to do a job and go home again, the is no progression at all, so ive had a think and now I have applied to join the British Army.
It was a very hard choice but ive made up my mind to join the royal logistics corps as a driver or something like it. The reason is because my family has a history for being in the armed forces, my grandad was in the navy, my great grandfather a part of operation market garden during ww2 and I feel like I would like to carry on my family's tradition. But It will change me, I know this and it scares me, but sometimes you have to cast off the child and become a man. No more sitting around on my ass smoking weed all day, doing nothing, achieving nothing and wasting my life. Bit I didnt want to leave you guys in the dark, my mind is made up and im going for it one way or another. Even if it means becoming an infantry soldier, I am getting in the army.
Well there you have it, thats what I have been planning for the last couple of months. The long road to a better life has started and its exciting bit also very scary.
Thanks for everything furry fandom you have been a blast and I dont want to think of the person I would of become without you.
Well here goes
I have found myself growing apart from this fandom, dont take it the wrong way, I still love this fandom and the idea of this fandom its just that it was a way for me personally to make new friends and be a part of something along with that sense of belonging, But now im growing away from it, since I moved out of my parents home and into my own I feel as though furry has taken a step back, don't get me wrong I am so thankful for what this fandom has done for me over the years but now I need to open a new chapter of my life.
This takes me to my next discussion which is my job.
I work for a local council doing grounds, which for me was a really good for my first real job, it got my foot in the door and was well paid, but the is no career out of it, I go to work to do a job and go home again, the is no progression at all, so ive had a think and now I have applied to join the British Army.
It was a very hard choice but ive made up my mind to join the royal logistics corps as a driver or something like it. The reason is because my family has a history for being in the armed forces, my grandad was in the navy, my great grandfather a part of operation market garden during ww2 and I feel like I would like to carry on my family's tradition. But It will change me, I know this and it scares me, but sometimes you have to cast off the child and become a man. No more sitting around on my ass smoking weed all day, doing nothing, achieving nothing and wasting my life. Bit I didnt want to leave you guys in the dark, my mind is made up and im going for it one way or another. Even if it means becoming an infantry soldier, I am getting in the army.
Well there you have it, thats what I have been planning for the last couple of months. The long road to a better life has started and its exciting bit also very scary.
Thanks for everything furry fandom you have been a blast and I dont want to think of the person I would of become without you.
