Why do I do this to myself.. The ramblings of a lonely wolf
7 years ago
Quick warning this is a ramble
sooooooo. ..
I went to a party last night. I didn't know anyone but the host. instantly I I made friends with everyone, something I've never done before. And then there was this one guy. beautiful. instantly in love with him. why!!.
it was such a great party but I spent the whole night pinning over this one guy who, is fucking straight, and it's like why am I doing this. but at the same time there are sings that may suggest there is something there and the whole night I just kept looking at him kept thinking about him. It was so obvious how I felt and......
Its the next day I'm slightly hungover and I still keep thinking about him but I'm never gonna see him again so what's the fucking point why do I put myself through this shit and why am I such a coward that even when drunk I can't build up the courage to kiss some complete stranger.
sooooooo. ..
I went to a party last night. I didn't know anyone but the host. instantly I I made friends with everyone, something I've never done before. And then there was this one guy. beautiful. instantly in love with him. why!!.
it was such a great party but I spent the whole night pinning over this one guy who, is fucking straight, and it's like why am I doing this. but at the same time there are sings that may suggest there is something there and the whole night I just kept looking at him kept thinking about him. It was so obvious how I felt and......
Its the next day I'm slightly hungover and I still keep thinking about him but I'm never gonna see him again so what's the fucking point why do I put myself through this shit and why am I such a coward that even when drunk I can't build up the courage to kiss some complete stranger.
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