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In debt & Delayed Commissions
7 years ago
=Through the hardships of life lay the biggest challenges to your inner growth, no matter how hard they seem, never fall to despare, for theres always a light at the other end of the tunnel that will bring the tears of acomplishment to ease you in.=
Once more...I've reached rock bottom...its the same as it was over 2 years ago and its happening again...
I let work pile up, i bit more then i could chew...all this to settle a few problems in life and with my family, now...its starting to feel heavier and heavier...
I'm not really proud of how i let myself fall down on the edge..and I've pushed myself too hard just so i could deliver these people a wonderfully made piece for commissioning me...with each commission i take, most take time, because i make effort to never disappoint them, bring people's creations into the real world...now the cracks have started to show and i really cant risk it...
I have to make a choice and i cant let this continue on...so its either:
A. Refunding everything and make a personal apology along with the W.I.P. delivered
B. Continue to pressured thro to finish them all, regardless of my IRL problems getting in the way
C. I close commissions until the end of the year and just bare with the lack of income
I cant do this to myself or my clients/friends...but i've ran into so many dead-ends and its now making me fall apart again...i need a way out and i need to deliver what i promised...so if you have wish to never commission me after this, trust me, i understand it perfectly and quite honestly i'd be upset too if what i paid was taking this damn long to be done...
I let work pile up, i bit more then i could chew...all this to settle a few problems in life and with my family, now...its starting to feel heavier and heavier...
I'm not really proud of how i let myself fall down on the edge..and I've pushed myself too hard just so i could deliver these people a wonderfully made piece for commissioning me...with each commission i take, most take time, because i make effort to never disappoint them, bring people's creations into the real world...now the cracks have started to show and i really cant risk it...
I have to make a choice and i cant let this continue on...so its either:
A. Refunding everything and make a personal apology along with the W.I.P. delivered
B. Continue to pressured thro to finish them all, regardless of my IRL problems getting in the way
C. I close commissions until the end of the year and just bare with the lack of income
I cant do this to myself or my clients/friends...but i've ran into so many dead-ends and its now making me fall apart again...i need a way out and i need to deliver what i promised...so if you have wish to never commission me after this, trust me, i understand it perfectly and quite honestly i'd be upset too if what i paid was taking this damn long to be done...
so I wont repeat it here... you know my answer... do what you think would be best for your personal situation...
cause YOU come first... its sounds egoistic but its sadly the only way to save yourself!
Im just giving people a perspective of what has happen, regardless what you and i know since its for us to know.
Keep yourself save, also I am currently on discord if you need somebody to talk to!^^
*hugs