2020 Life-Plans and Upcoming changes.
5 years ago
=Through the hardships of life lay the biggest challenges to your inner growth, no matter how hard they seem, never fall to despare, for theres always a light at the other end of the tunnel that will bring the tears of acomplishment to ease you in.=
Hey everyone, so it’s been a seriously long while since I’ve made any posts here on FA and likely some of you wonder if I’m out and about. Well a lot of things have happened and changed since the beginning of this year, so I’m here today to share them with you bit by bit.
1) I’ve finally made it to the world and my name was called, my works worth have finally be noticed and appreciated, so its time I make use of and start my new life. As of the 28th of Feb I’ll be moving out to Holland with a close friend of mine working in our (still growing) studio. So things as of late been a little stressful with the moving but I’m sorting it over.
2) My Commissions haven’t had their fair worth of work, I’ve been under various IRL complications as well as emotional struggles that had prevented and diminish my work, causing me to be unable to work efficiently which ended up for most works to have been shelved and it forgotten. So I came to the conclusion that I cannot accept commissions anymore unless I improve my pace, as for those who paid but haven’t had it finished, a refund shall be made once the moving is concluded and my new job pays worth to do so.
I apologies deeply for not bringing what was promised, it is very unprofessional and if not a bad image for me as a hired pencil and brush.
3) I may yet give up commissions and FA once the moving is over but it’s not certain, the last few months before 2020 have been stressful, grieving and miscalculated. But what hurt most was being treated as if my skills and willpower are the same as the “generalized artist capacity”. I am a PERSON with very huge obstacles that cripple my art pace and for those who say “Oh this guy does it in a week” sorry to disappoint but I ain’t them. So please, I ask as a person to please stop treating us artist like we’re the same, we work differently with our own struggles and difficulties and as a person who is colorblind and it’s fueled by affection to do amazing art like I do I just ask that you understand where I’m coming from. It was still wrong of me to accept the job if I wasn’t in a good position to do it...I admit that and I’m willing to compensate those I let down.
Thank you for taking your time to read this and let’s see what the future here in FA as well as online commissions will lead up to.
1) I’ve finally made it to the world and my name was called, my works worth have finally be noticed and appreciated, so its time I make use of and start my new life. As of the 28th of Feb I’ll be moving out to Holland with a close friend of mine working in our (still growing) studio. So things as of late been a little stressful with the moving but I’m sorting it over.
2) My Commissions haven’t had their fair worth of work, I’ve been under various IRL complications as well as emotional struggles that had prevented and diminish my work, causing me to be unable to work efficiently which ended up for most works to have been shelved and it forgotten. So I came to the conclusion that I cannot accept commissions anymore unless I improve my pace, as for those who paid but haven’t had it finished, a refund shall be made once the moving is concluded and my new job pays worth to do so.
I apologies deeply for not bringing what was promised, it is very unprofessional and if not a bad image for me as a hired pencil and brush.
3) I may yet give up commissions and FA once the moving is over but it’s not certain, the last few months before 2020 have been stressful, grieving and miscalculated. But what hurt most was being treated as if my skills and willpower are the same as the “generalized artist capacity”. I am a PERSON with very huge obstacles that cripple my art pace and for those who say “Oh this guy does it in a week” sorry to disappoint but I ain’t them. So please, I ask as a person to please stop treating us artist like we’re the same, we work differently with our own struggles and difficulties and as a person who is colorblind and it’s fueled by affection to do amazing art like I do I just ask that you understand where I’m coming from. It was still wrong of me to accept the job if I wasn’t in a good position to do it...I admit that and I’m willing to compensate those I let down.
Thank you for taking your time to read this and let’s see what the future here in FA as well as online commissions will lead up to.
But thank you for your kind words Tömbii *Hugs*
PS: Stupid phone kept typing Tömbloo in autocorrect .