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7 years ago
Oh, hello!
This summer I've been drawn much more to Ilzorath than Rinn when it comes to self-representation. I wanna write about why, because it's something that interests me~
I originally made Rinn in the summer, but she feels a lot more like a college character to me. She's very much associated with my college city since she was becoming a main sona when I interacted with the furs there. She likes Japanese stuff like I do and I bought a lot of merch and stuff that year. She wears a seifuku sometimes, so a school outfit. I imagine her being in a yuri as a lonely main character. She travels alone and likes girls. I tend to feel alone and I like girls. My isolation and loneliness is much stringer when I'm at school, while I'm at home now and try to tone down the gayness to avoid annoying anyone (and I'm hyperaware of it otherwise). There are also tons of squirrels at my school that I enjoy watching and taking pictures of, so my own lovely squirrel is often on my mind. The nature at my school is also lovely, and Rinn is often surrounded by nature.
I made Ilzorath last November I think, while I was at school. She didn't represent me much while I was there because it took me a long time to even figure out how to draw her. I finished right around the end of the school year and bought a sketch of her from staticcreature on twitter that perfectly represented her despite the terrible ref sheet I provided for staticcreature to work with. I had already decided Ilzy would be addicted to the internet, but once I got home I started feeling a lot like her. She has issues that make going outside and interacting with others hard for her, and she has the choice to not do it and feels unable to do it well so she doesn't. I'm trapped in the house and she's kinda trapped in her cave. I'm on the internet or playing video games from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep, and she does the same thing. She doesn't talk to many people in real life, and I never get the chance to. She just feels overall rough to me, and I feel rough all the time. She's quiet and bitter and not very expressive, and that's how I've been this summer. It's one of the worst summers I've had in my life, and I don't feel much love for anyone right now, really. Can't rely on anyone for anything, so I gave up talking to them. They don't talk to me anyway. That's not gonna help me in the end, but it probably won't hurt me either. Idk. I don't know if I listed any great reasons for Ilzorath. But I just feel a lot more like her right now. My life is pretty empty right now, I guess, and so is hers.
I originally made Rinn in the summer, but she feels a lot more like a college character to me. She's very much associated with my college city since she was becoming a main sona when I interacted with the furs there. She likes Japanese stuff like I do and I bought a lot of merch and stuff that year. She wears a seifuku sometimes, so a school outfit. I imagine her being in a yuri as a lonely main character. She travels alone and likes girls. I tend to feel alone and I like girls. My isolation and loneliness is much stringer when I'm at school, while I'm at home now and try to tone down the gayness to avoid annoying anyone (and I'm hyperaware of it otherwise). There are also tons of squirrels at my school that I enjoy watching and taking pictures of, so my own lovely squirrel is often on my mind. The nature at my school is also lovely, and Rinn is often surrounded by nature.
I made Ilzorath last November I think, while I was at school. She didn't represent me much while I was there because it took me a long time to even figure out how to draw her. I finished right around the end of the school year and bought a sketch of her from staticcreature on twitter that perfectly represented her despite the terrible ref sheet I provided for staticcreature to work with. I had already decided Ilzy would be addicted to the internet, but once I got home I started feeling a lot like her. She has issues that make going outside and interacting with others hard for her, and she has the choice to not do it and feels unable to do it well so she doesn't. I'm trapped in the house and she's kinda trapped in her cave. I'm on the internet or playing video games from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep, and she does the same thing. She doesn't talk to many people in real life, and I never get the chance to. She just feels overall rough to me, and I feel rough all the time. She's quiet and bitter and not very expressive, and that's how I've been this summer. It's one of the worst summers I've had in my life, and I don't feel much love for anyone right now, really. Can't rely on anyone for anything, so I gave up talking to them. They don't talk to me anyway. That's not gonna help me in the end, but it probably won't hurt me either. Idk. I don't know if I listed any great reasons for Ilzorath. But I just feel a lot more like her right now. My life is pretty empty right now, I guess, and so is hers.
