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Apologies for Lack of Contents
7 years ago
I'm pretty sure you noticed how embarrassingly my contents updates are on this month compared to previous month. I'll be honest with you that I've been having unstable emotions, desperate desires, unhappy relationships, and unfulfilled life.
I don't think anyone knows me yet since I appeared out from nowhere, so let me tell you a little bit about myself (rant warning)
Previously, I was the type of artist that will stay away from hentai and rule 34 artworks. I even vowed to myself that I will be never be part of that. But then reality is a grouse. I was young, ego and foolish that lead to my deepest regret in my life right now - marriage.
Why do I hate my marriage? I could list everything but from the start of the downfall of this marriage was when my spouse sent me to jail for few days when our marriage was less than a month old (Meth and Alcohol was involved). My spouse has drug, alcohol, anger, and social problems. Idk why I was so blind to my spouse, looking back the sings were there and it is taking a huge toll on me. I've become so desperate and unhappy. I do feel regret when I see people around me are happy and having better life while I'm not.
I made an alter ego of myself - DrWumblr/Inkeink.
Why I made this account? Divorce. Before getting a divorce I need money but I do not want to be pan handling or getting in debt or asking for money. So made this persona, something that I would despise myself if I was younger. Sex sells I hope.
On bright side, I am teaching myself handrawn animation :'D Other than that I've been looking for jobs that isn't minimum-wage-soul-sucking-retail-that-would-make-me-feel-exhausted-when-coming-home-and-cant-work-on-arts. I got 3 jobs interviews this month so far!(fat chance tho) I got back up plan ready for me and friends that would let me get up on my feet after divorce. But for now? I need money to save up. I hate being dependent to my spouse due to the fact that I wasn't allowed to get a job because of free government compensations. I want to break free from everything and be independent.
My spouse is my biggest regret and bane of my existence - Fuck you and I hope you suffer before rotting in hell
I don't think anyone knows me yet since I appeared out from nowhere, so let me tell you a little bit about myself (rant warning)
Previously, I was the type of artist that will stay away from hentai and rule 34 artworks. I even vowed to myself that I will be never be part of that. But then reality is a grouse. I was young, ego and foolish that lead to my deepest regret in my life right now - marriage.
Why do I hate my marriage? I could list everything but from the start of the downfall of this marriage was when my spouse sent me to jail for few days when our marriage was less than a month old (Meth and Alcohol was involved). My spouse has drug, alcohol, anger, and social problems. Idk why I was so blind to my spouse, looking back the sings were there and it is taking a huge toll on me. I've become so desperate and unhappy. I do feel regret when I see people around me are happy and having better life while I'm not.
I made an alter ego of myself - DrWumblr/Inkeink.
Why I made this account? Divorce. Before getting a divorce I need money but I do not want to be pan handling or getting in debt or asking for money. So made this persona, something that I would despise myself if I was younger. Sex sells I hope.
On bright side, I am teaching myself handrawn animation :'D Other than that I've been looking for jobs that isn't minimum-wage-soul-sucking-retail-that-would-make-me-feel-exhausted-when-coming-home-and-cant-work-on-arts. I got 3 jobs interviews this month so far!(fat chance tho) I got back up plan ready for me and friends that would let me get up on my feet after divorce. But for now? I need money to save up. I hate being dependent to my spouse due to the fact that I wasn't allowed to get a job because of free government compensations. I want to break free from everything and be independent.
My spouse is my biggest regret and bane of my existence - Fuck you and I hope you suffer before rotting in hell
I wish you the best of luck
I do want to draw more. Previously I was afraid to draw dark and emotional artwork because I don't want to send wrong message but now I can because of this persona :D