I am currently giving strong consideration to closing this chapter of my life.

Friends I once held very close have drifted away. Those I loved have cast me aside.

I have lots of great memories within this fandom and community but the awful memories are becoming far more prominent. It's getting harder and harder to ignore the idea that I could have saved myself a lot of time and heartache had I just not been here when they first arrived.

To anyone who would read this and actually give a shit, there's not really anything you could do or say to sway me one way or the other. It's a decision I will come to on my own. It would be a very hard decision because if I do decide to walk away from the furry part of my life then, quite frankly, it would be forever. I couldn't look back or come back. I'd only dig into old wounds. I'd probably just end up getting hurt again and again by those I get too close to that I can't be with.

You've probably already noticed that the bulk of what used to make-up my front page is gone. No matter what, none of that is coming back. If I stay then I'm staying on my terms and starting over as I see fit to. Which will probably result in me telling a select few to fuck-off and stay away from me. We'll see..

If you read this, great. If not, I'm not exactly shocked. Yeah, this is in my profile info, too. Deal with it.