Things these last few days have been certainly different then what im used to dealing with. But I wanted to come out and publicly thank the few people who have gone out of there way to give me a second chance, Or to support me even after I stooped so low. I wont name anyone here, but you each know exactly who you are and I seriously cannot be any more greatful towards you guys. You each in your own way have helped restore a part of me, and helped get me back on the path I need to be on. If nothing else good comes out of this than at least I know the one good thing to come out after all was said and done was that I did find those true friends, the silver lining of this all was that the people that I should of been paying more time and effort towards, the ones who I should of tried harder to be less shy around. You each made your own choice to come out and help me in my darkest hour and in my time of need. Thank you.

No one can force you to help someone, its easy to turn away or to simply decide to despise someone when they do bad. To hate or leave behind is easy. It is much much harder to bring yourself to care and support someone who was where I was.

So altho I dont want to tarnish your names by putting you in association with me, I do want to make sure that each and every one of you knows that you are a great person, better than most could ever dream of being. So many are quick to hate or to drop people who make mistakes or do bad things, Not many people are willing to pick those people up and help fix them so they wont make those mistakes.

Thank you so very much. Im so very , very happy I can call you guys my friends. My true caring friends. And especially to you guys who barely know me, who have only talked to me in passing, and have never truly seen my good side. It took extra courage and heart for you guys to stand up for me.


A very very special thank you from the bottom of my heart to the good friends who have supported me.