There's always a time to move on, no matter what happened before.

I just thought I'd take a moment to reflect on all that's happened, and the things that are coming up for me. In short, I've realized that I should be focusing my attention on the more important things rather than wasting time lamenting the past.

So, for the benefit of myself, and if he may still be listening, I don't hate you, dude. I don't consider you an enemy, but rather a friend. However, if you've decided to move on, just know that I bear no resentment of that. My only regret now is that I'll no longer be able to work with you on commissions, or just to talk like we used to. If you feel that we're best apart, I understand. I still acknowledge that I made a grave mistake, and will carry that with me, but I've also forgave what happened. We're only human, and I still have plenty of room to learn and evolve as do we all.

If this is the end, dude, I wish you only the best in all your endeavors; whether its writing, relationships, anything. I only hope that one day you'll have the strength to talk with me again. Even so, I'm glad that I met you when I did, and that I knew you well for a time. So thank you.


As for everything else, I need to also use this time to thank those who've helped me through any time I've had trouble, or pondered the worst. Definitely check out their pages if you're interested in their work.


 linapilchard Your support has literally left me stunned emotionally. You came at a time when I thought about taking my life, and you've stuck around even now. You're amazing, and just know that I'll do my best to improve myself as you've taught. For you all, definitely check out her work; she's a voice actress and fursuiter, and she does wonderful work along with her husband. They need all the support and love you can offer!

 bad-91 I can't say anything more than I love you, dude. You're like a brother to me, and I truly think that the fates aligned to bring us together so we could help each other reach our dreams. Thank you for all your support. You rock, bud. Ka Rana Kis!

 lei-lani I doubt I could say more about the famous tahitian otter than what's already been said. Even in spite of everything, you still find the time to leave a thoughtful comment or helpful advice when it's needed most. The more I've watched you, the more I've realized that despite your fame, you're also kind, hospitable, and well versed in many matters of the heart. I respect the work you do, and your focus on spreading the love of the fandom to even the most skeptical outsiders is something that always makes me smile. I'm glad I've come to know you as well.

 hayakain It might not have seemed like much, but you lent your aid when things got truly bad, and even though I panicked, you did a favor for me that I won't forget. You rock, bud, and I always enjoy our chats and works we do together. I'll always be a huge fan of your art, and I hope you reach new heights with it!




To all others that weren't privy to specifics of everything that happened, don't worry. Your support is something I'm grateful for. Thank you for taking the time to leave a hug or two.




All that being said, things are going well for now. I'm trying to take steps to improve myself as a person, without and within. I've realized that I've been impatient with too many parts of my life that I've forgotten to just simply live. To enjoy the journey. We'll see where that goes.



Stay gold.


JC