It has come, a time to be at peace, a time to feel something I haven't felt in a while. Hope.

As of today, I'm an employee at a large tech company near where I live, one that I've been acquainted with from meeting them at school. It might not be my dream job, but for now, it's the best stepping stone I could hope for. The culture is very relaxed and welcoming, and the people there are just as friendly. Time will tell if I can handle the work, but like I said, for now, it's more than enough to keep me sustained.

This doesn't mean that I've given up my search for a job in game development, not at all. I know deep down that this job isn't forever, but it will keep me fed and secure for the time being. Also, I've gotten a new car, one that's leagues ahead of my old one. The fact that it's a hybrid car just sweetens my guilt-ridden conscience all the more. Between that, getting hired out of school, gaining healthcare and additional benefits, it all strangely fell into place in such a short time.

And yet, no matter how awesome it seems, I need to remember that my goals lie far ahead, and that I won't abandon them while I still draw breath. Regardless of the portents, or the misgivings I might have that have very little purchase, I need to see the truth before me. This job will give me more than enough to bank on in the coming months, and will be valuable in my quest for a gaming job.



I will not stop. I will not falter. I will press on, until the light of the future greets me.