Hello, watchers old, new and beyond! Welcome my humble life of experiences, phases and flops! It's been a long time coming for me to pen this down, but I think it's been well worth it!

I registered for an account here the night I turned 18, and my life continues to improve ever since. I have no idea how some of you have accounts a decade old and manage to build a huge presence! I'm sure your journeys have been much longer than mine!

I started to seriously use my account at the turn of last year, and I'm proud to run into bright faces like  totodice1 and  bombly ! Soon after I saw them, I became sure that I wanted to spend the rest of my life chasing my dreams alongside them! ^^

Time began to pass, I met more people like  vee4eva and  lapatte , and the list doesn't stop growing. To this day I'm proud that the first set of close friends I have consist of  baramoke ,  kazmaru31 and  gulf~ , who've walked alongside my journey for most of it. Seriously, thank you guys so much!

Moving forward, I started making pledges to the small pool of artists I knew of,  blitzdrachin and  asbellhant who've witnessed my growth the most, seeing me rise and fall. I also started meeting lifelong friends in the form of  dtz and  tanean , who found a way to open my heart up fall after fall. They're so many wonderful people I've met from when I started using servers that there's too many to list here! ^^

Unfortunately, here's where my flaws started to show. Being a late-bloomer most of my life, the main mistake I've made in life is trying too little, too late. Thus, when trying to make friends, I'm prone to rushing things or telling myself that we're really close even though we're not.

I'd panic, freak out or spaz out whenever I learnt that my delusions were false, sometimes turning violent to the people I love, hurting myself even more in the process. It took having to leave a community close to me for me to slowly wake up to my mistakes, and even now, I don't believe I'm half done making up for my mistakes.

I'm thankful that now I'm starting to look for forgiveness in the people I fell out without, and be the person I want to be. It's been a long journey of hard work, but I need to walk it in order to change my life. Which is why starting from now, I'll be uploading the backlog of commissions and collabs I've been a part of, so you see what the heck I've gotten myself into. There's a mix of safe, lewd, sketches and inks so I hope you'll love it! ^^

It's really been a long journey I've walked thus far, and even a longer one I have to walk here on out. But I'm confident because I'll be walking it with people that I count on, and look up too. Thank you all, and I hope to see you down the road! ^^