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7 years ago
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I really don't know what to say, i've been thinking about this all month and I just don't know what would be appropriate. I'm still alive for the time being, though that really doesn't account for much in way of an explanation.
But what would I say? That my days start with cleaning an 83 year old of his own waste, then feeding x3, cleaning again and again, as well as doing all I can to make his days "engaging". Family hasn't been here in over a year, though they always seem to promise that "next month will be better for them". I've stopped telling my father that their coming, it only makes him depressed when they don't...
I hang on to the sparse few things I've allowed for myself to keep me sane, and usually this includes doing something for Halloween...but this year I haven't been able to draw up the inspiration for anything. I am sorry for that.
I'm sorry for alot...alot alot of stuff. So much that I struggle to remember it all, though to do so would probably see me back into the pit that I've been wallowing in for the past year +.
So for now I say to those who are reading and those who care, that I am sorry and that I love you all. Don't worry about me, there are far better, more deserving people who should garner your prayers and well wishes. I'm just a hopeless case that is best ignored.
Rother
But what would I say? That my days start with cleaning an 83 year old of his own waste, then feeding x3, cleaning again and again, as well as doing all I can to make his days "engaging". Family hasn't been here in over a year, though they always seem to promise that "next month will be better for them". I've stopped telling my father that their coming, it only makes him depressed when they don't...
I hang on to the sparse few things I've allowed for myself to keep me sane, and usually this includes doing something for Halloween...but this year I haven't been able to draw up the inspiration for anything. I am sorry for that.
I'm sorry for alot...alot alot of stuff. So much that I struggle to remember it all, though to do so would probably see me back into the pit that I've been wallowing in for the past year +.
So for now I say to those who are reading and those who care, that I am sorry and that I love you all. Don't worry about me, there are far better, more deserving people who should garner your prayers and well wishes. I'm just a hopeless case that is best ignored.
Rother
Don't be worry for not being here or not drawing. You don't owe us anything. Your life comes first and I am sure so many of us who know and watch you understand that. I certainly do. Please stay strong. And be well.
We're or least the select many are always around to lend an ear or help out if you need something.. D| ... I got much well but an ear to lone and a Tablet to spare, but I wanna give least little reprive when I can. DO keep well.
I wish you could finally move on and return to being an artist and roleplayer.
Life is soo short and meaningless that wasting it like this is just... Not good.
Maybe one day things shall change... And you'll finally move on. One way or another.
Also, with all due respect...
Why are you replying to me and not actualy doing just as you wrote?
You know... "Offer her comfort, she needs to know that people care".
Wouldn't it be better time spent instead of focusing on me?
If there's anything I can say though, just know that people still care about you and we wish you all of the best. Here's hoping that things start to look up for you soon.