To be honest with how life has been latley i have become kinda...meh about any celebrations, My family doesn't have the money to really celebrate anything. We have not had a true christmas gift exchange for about 5 years now and birthdays have pretty much been the same. I mean yeah i get my favorite dinner tonight and a ice cream cake but most of the time i end up having to make the sinner myself. Instead of a celebration it has turned into something i get depressed about...I miss the old days how things used to be and hope that someday at least a bit of normalcy will return. Here's to another year may it be better than this one...