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Truth Shouldn't Be Painful
7 years ago
I saved the journal, but my goal was never to cause so much harm. It wasn't to call out, ridicule or even hurt a friend. It was simply a means to broadcast my emotion when no one would listen.
I was hurt so badly that I didn't know what steps to take to move forward. I want to make the show better, I just want friends that are willing to back me up and are willing to compromise. I want to talk, but I don't express emotions well and I don't want to cry in a restaurant.
Needless to say, wounds can heal , I've never wanted to cause harm to another but I'm terrible at expression of emotions verbally. When I get pissed or angry upset or sad to the point of breaking I go quiet. I can make little quips but that's my own faults. Hurting FurCast literally ripped part of my soul from me, and the only way I could react was first exposing the wound.
I'm sorry to all those close to me that in turn have been swept in this Tsunami. I will fix what I started as I'm the only one who can fix it.
I was hurt so badly that I didn't know what steps to take to move forward. I want to make the show better, I just want friends that are willing to back me up and are willing to compromise. I want to talk, but I don't express emotions well and I don't want to cry in a restaurant.
Needless to say, wounds can heal , I've never wanted to cause harm to another but I'm terrible at expression of emotions verbally. When I get pissed or angry upset or sad to the point of breaking I go quiet. I can make little quips but that's my own faults. Hurting FurCast literally ripped part of my soul from me, and the only way I could react was first exposing the wound.
I'm sorry to all those close to me that in turn have been swept in this Tsunami. I will fix what I started as I'm the only one who can fix it.
Good luck, dude. To you and Paradox both, as well as everyone that might get caught up in the crossfire. I know I'm not the only one who wants to see some sort of happy ending here. For everyone, if possible.
You were always my favorite member of the team back when I listened to the show! You brought a unique energy that made watching and listening to the broadcast so much fun and engaging. I ended up falling off when other members made the experiences less fun, but knew it was more of my own sense of humor and ended up just vaguely keep up on twitter (been more and more awful keeping up with people over the years, lawd). I can't say how the show and the others have changed, so I hope any drama and hurt feelings can be resolved in a way where everyone gains new, better insight about both themselves and others in a positive way. Sendin' good vibes~
I do not know what is so come, but I wish all parties the best of luck.