Busy holidays, birthday blues, and other news.
7 years ago
Haven't been active much in the art community, and feel the need to update folks.
1. Been in good health as of late (besides frequent acid reflux that wakes me up), and work been keep me busy. Irony, my previous boss is looking to be the new tech lead at my current job, and the office owner is actually concerned about my feelings on the matter. But with the busy period passing, will be leaving the office with a bit more energy to do things when I get home which leads me too...
2. With more energy and less work stress means I can focus back on art. So, expect some art from me soon. Will focus on fun things, as well as completing long over-due commissions. (The guilt about that makes me feel bad.) But, will plan a few evenings out of the week to work on art. Sidenote, since it's colder now, my art desk (and room in general) will be more pleasant to work in. During the summer, it just gets hot.
3. Birthday is around the corner (the 14th if curious), and the usual blues come with. It sorta hit me a few days ago when playing a boardgame and was getting a few rules wrong. Screwing up a few rules just snowballed into a sense that I'm a going be a screw-up for many years to come. It was a sweeping sense of self-loathing that stayed with me throughout the night. But that's just how depression works I suppose.
4. Also, been busy with family with the holiday, which is all good. Sundays usually involves me busy all day with family, especially since the niece and nephews been wanting me around more. (And I can't say no to those faces.) Looking forward to gift shopping for them this year. :3
5. Last, the most recent, a coworker past away and in short: cancer sucks. Do take care of yourselves out there.
1. Been in good health as of late (besides frequent acid reflux that wakes me up), and work been keep me busy. Irony, my previous boss is looking to be the new tech lead at my current job, and the office owner is actually concerned about my feelings on the matter. But with the busy period passing, will be leaving the office with a bit more energy to do things when I get home which leads me too...
2. With more energy and less work stress means I can focus back on art. So, expect some art from me soon. Will focus on fun things, as well as completing long over-due commissions. (The guilt about that makes me feel bad.) But, will plan a few evenings out of the week to work on art. Sidenote, since it's colder now, my art desk (and room in general) will be more pleasant to work in. During the summer, it just gets hot.
3. Birthday is around the corner (the 14th if curious), and the usual blues come with. It sorta hit me a few days ago when playing a boardgame and was getting a few rules wrong. Screwing up a few rules just snowballed into a sense that I'm a going be a screw-up for many years to come. It was a sweeping sense of self-loathing that stayed with me throughout the night. But that's just how depression works I suppose.
4. Also, been busy with family with the holiday, which is all good. Sundays usually involves me busy all day with family, especially since the niece and nephews been wanting me around more. (And I can't say no to those faces.) Looking forward to gift shopping for them this year. :3
5. Last, the most recent, a coworker past away and in short: cancer sucks. Do take care of yourselves out there.
Hellsender
~hellsender
Aw man, great to finally hear from you, man. I'm glad to know you've you've been wholly ok despite your depression. Just take good care of yourself and your family this year, we'll always be here for you.
KennyTwilightSparkle16
~kennytwilightsparkle16
Are you OK
KittyHeart
~kittyheart
OP
I'm fine. Just blue. >_<
Daddydead
~daddydead
Happy Birthday!
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