I guess it's time for a small update..

As some of you may know, the kids all had the flu back a couple of weeks ago, the one that spawned double ear and sinus infection(s) in me, but everyone's better now.. except one of the kids has been having debilitating migraines ever since.. every day. I've missed a lot of work and teaching just.. being with him, trying to help him through them. Spent a day in the peds//urgent care//ER and they couldn't help, told us to wait it out ANOTHER week and then see if he'll need to get some scans and such /: he's got an appointment with a neurologist coming up, as well.

So that's why I'm so quiet this time.. I do apologise for it, but honestly I've just been completely consumed with this.. I rarely sleep or eat, drawing for me is currently impossible ;-; interaction is at an all time low.. and yeah.. I'm just.. I'm sorry. I'm so incredibly stressed out over this.. I don't know.. I'm trying to think positively, but it's so fucking hard right now when at the pediatrician's office, at urgent Care, and at the ER, they had to retake his vitals several times with different machines because they were so bad, they couldn't figure out what's wrong with him and couldn't relieve his pain, and they just.. sent him home. My poor baby /:

So.. yeah. I'm truly sorry. I'd say I'll try harder to be on while this is ongoing, but that would be a lie.. until this is solved, I'm pretty much going to have blinders on, focusing on it.

Bless my kids, tho.. they know Christmas is gonna be.. light this year, and they just keep saying it doesn't matter, they just want him to feel better. I am so incredibly lucky to have them. They are the best gift I could ever have.

Idk when I'll be posting again [no I am NOT disappearing!!! I promise!!!], but I do peek in as often as I can, so if I miss it, I hope you all have the most WONDERFUL holidays! I hope all your dreams and wishes come true! Love you,all!!!