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18 years ago
This world seems a lot agressive towards someone like me.
The kind of rejection I'm talking about towards my self, my way to be, it came in the form of music.
For someone who likes Motörhead and Rollins Band, who knows that Fionna Apple and The Seatbelts exsist and that there is more, WAY A LOT MORE, that the cheap, half assed, mediocre, stupid and monoritmic regeton in this world, just the walk down by a street of ride a bus feels so agressive towards one.
Think about this things: a bad smell, and ugly sight, a feeling of burning, a nasty taste. The difference between this ones and a sound, like the music you don't like, it's that no one of them affects direcly your mind. Are we agree on that?
Cover your nose with is something smell bad, look other way if something is umpleaseant to see, if you can move yourself away from what is burning you or spit what taste so nasty; but have you ever try to take out of your mind a dump, meaningless, moronic/yet catchy soon. It's just like a nail on your mind, torturing your soul. At least that's how it is to me.
Why does that feels agressive? Well, it's because of that feeling, the same I have when I got one of those zombie nightmares. The one that's makes me feel not only that I'm different from everyone else in several miles, but also that everyone else in miles is trying to destroy what I am (WHAT I'M BLOODY AM) to turn me into one of them (THE BLOODY CRAWLING AND MOANING WALKING DEADS). It's a feeling of solitude, and again of agression.
Tolerate what other are don't feel so fair when nobody else is tolerating what you are. Does it?
Have a nice day! I have to buy a headset; one that agree with my not so human bone structure. You won't belive, but I do have lil' horns behing my ears. Can't use just any heatset.
The kind of rejection I'm talking about towards my self, my way to be, it came in the form of music.
For someone who likes Motörhead and Rollins Band, who knows that Fionna Apple and The Seatbelts exsist and that there is more, WAY A LOT MORE, that the cheap, half assed, mediocre, stupid and monoritmic regeton in this world, just the walk down by a street of ride a bus feels so agressive towards one.
Think about this things: a bad smell, and ugly sight, a feeling of burning, a nasty taste. The difference between this ones and a sound, like the music you don't like, it's that no one of them affects direcly your mind. Are we agree on that?
Cover your nose with is something smell bad, look other way if something is umpleaseant to see, if you can move yourself away from what is burning you or spit what taste so nasty; but have you ever try to take out of your mind a dump, meaningless, moronic/yet catchy soon. It's just like a nail on your mind, torturing your soul. At least that's how it is to me.
Why does that feels agressive? Well, it's because of that feeling, the same I have when I got one of those zombie nightmares. The one that's makes me feel not only that I'm different from everyone else in several miles, but also that everyone else in miles is trying to destroy what I am (WHAT I'M BLOODY AM) to turn me into one of them (THE BLOODY CRAWLING AND MOANING WALKING DEADS). It's a feeling of solitude, and again of agression.
Tolerate what other are don't feel so fair when nobody else is tolerating what you are. Does it?
Have a nice day! I have to buy a headset; one that agree with my not so human bone structure. You won't belive, but I do have lil' horns behing my ears. Can't use just any heatset.
