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There is something wrong.
18 years ago
I get that feeling over and over again...
My week went well. Two submitions, my bitcomet downloads are geting 10% downloaded of 2.5 G every eleven hours more or least, wich is good considering my poor intenet conection at work; didn't kill anyone not matter how much remindes me my granma. In general a good week, but still I feel that there is something wrong.
The need for getting better is presure me. I'm presure myself 'cause it is a natural thing for me to do, 'cause I want to get a better reaction towards my art, 'cause I hate the feeling of being ignore. This one is kinda of unjustified, since I got already 4 watchers in less than a month (thanks a lot to all them) and 2 favorites from people not related to me (I mean, people who didn't even knew of me till they saw my submitions. Also thanks to them again for their favs on my works). This is a big time better record than the one I have on DA, but still I feel there is something wrong.
I still need to be more honest with myself. I still need to put more from me on my work and work harder on the details. And especially, I need to go out there and find someone wild enough to live my fansasys with me. That would be a great source of inspiration (and love; Who can live without it?).
That's it for today. I'll be off line till wed because of the Carnavals. It's war time to me as every other years at this time. Bloody hate water baloons!
Have a nice day!
My week went well. Two submitions, my bitcomet downloads are geting 10% downloaded of 2.5 G every eleven hours more or least, wich is good considering my poor intenet conection at work; didn't kill anyone not matter how much remindes me my granma. In general a good week, but still I feel that there is something wrong.
The need for getting better is presure me. I'm presure myself 'cause it is a natural thing for me to do, 'cause I want to get a better reaction towards my art, 'cause I hate the feeling of being ignore. This one is kinda of unjustified, since I got already 4 watchers in less than a month (thanks a lot to all them) and 2 favorites from people not related to me (I mean, people who didn't even knew of me till they saw my submitions. Also thanks to them again for their favs on my works). This is a big time better record than the one I have on DA, but still I feel there is something wrong.
I still need to be more honest with myself. I still need to put more from me on my work and work harder on the details. And especially, I need to go out there and find someone wild enough to live my fansasys with me. That would be a great source of inspiration (and love; Who can live without it?).
That's it for today. I'll be off line till wed because of the Carnavals. It's war time to me as every other years at this time. Bloody hate water baloons!
Have a nice day!
And sometimes you might manage to create something that makes you very proud. That's a nice reward... And when you start to see the errors in your older works you know that you have improved. That's even better, methinks. =)
What's really bothers me it's that feeling of indifference I perceive about my works. I belive it is caused because it is not enough "truth". I mean by this that my pictures aren't proyecting that something that makes someone feel represent and so identified an aspect about his/herself on what he/she is seeing.
I have to stop hidding my "truth". Kind words like the ones that came from you helps a lot, so thanks again!