What are you worried about happening? I don't entirely understand.

You don't need to.

Of all the kinks people could hate on I would think someone being into fucking cars would be the most harmless thus least worth fucking with.

Yeah you'd think so wouldn't you? But apparently you don't need much of an excuse to earn the attention of the fucking kiwifarms.

Oh...them. Yeahhh...it's frustrating. By all rights their forum should have been nuked for doxxing people a long time ago.

It has, funny enough the owner of the place, Null pissed off the wrong person and they started calling his family members and got his mother fired and threatened to keep it up if Null didn't take down the site. Funny enough Null couldn't take his own medicine and did so. The shitty part is that he gave back-up copies of the site to like 4 other people on the site so it just came back up and now he just hangs out there. So I think it will be hard to take it down without government intervention.. maybe if they make enough people kill themselves?

Anyway I don't even care about trolls anymore, people can make fun of me all they want it doesn't bother me. But the thing with that place is the take bullying too far. They doxed me (which doesn't bother me.. its easy as shit to do that with anyone with a google search) but they found out my real name through my Deviantart Account because I made that account when I was a little kid that didn't know any better and I since forgot I put the name there. Once they knew it they put my actual name in the tread title. So thanks to that Google keywords it and you search my name and within the first couple results you see "Ian Knau / Half-dude - Car Fucker" which is a real nice thing to have show up under my name when I'm between jobs like I am now and trying to get hired someplace.

I recently had a friend of mine try to talk Null into taking the site down, and the idiot started getting smart with Null.. who assumed my friend was me anyway. So as 'punishment' he bought the domain name of my first and last name and linked it straight to the thread too...

Anyway I've been trying not to talk about them to my friends because I don't want them going on there trying to start shit asking them to take it down too.. I'd much rather the thread just die and fade into obscurity in past pages of the forum. From there I just have to sit here and hope the site gets taken down somehow.. it's about the only way that thread is going away at this point as they refuse to take it down.


Again.. all for the crime of being attracted to cars. The motherfuckers.

Sorry, Half-dude. That sucks. To be honest part of the reason I don't publish my poetry is I'm worried if I get any degree of success from it it will attract drama. I don't have anything to hide-I just would rather remain relatively unknown and poor than have to deal with the attention success brings. Which is a real shitty way to go about looking at things (especially since I know I'd help a lot of people) but that's kind of where we're at now. Privacy is a thing of the past. Like Hunter S. Thompson once wrote, “In a closed society where everybody's guilty, the only crime is getting caught. In a world of thieves, the only final sin is stupidity.” The only difference is he was talking about people who were guilty whereas now everyone's just assumed to be.

Well I appreciate that you equal what happened to me with success. Thanks, makes me feel a little better. <3