So, as many may know, I live in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere in Hell Arizona and it sucks bad. Been here for pretty much half my life, and have wanted to get out ever since. I finally reach a state where I am mentally sound enough to move (don't forget, I'm an autistic dumbass, so quite immature), buy a trailer to live in and park it on Razz's property (I've always wanted to live in a mobile trailer, even got a very nice '04 model with a slide out and plenty of room for all me needs), and get enough money to actually go through with it. I was planning on leaving sometime in January.

But last tuesday, I get word that apparently the city doesn't allow people to live in trailers on property in city limits. Whelp, there it goes~ 3 years of working a job in Hell to get enough money to move to a place where I actually want to live, and less than a month away the dream is shattered. Now I basically got 3 options. Live in the middle of nowhere up north in my trailer, try and rent a room if one becomes available in Razz's house, or stay in Hell. So much for having my own place. So much for actually living near civilization. I'd rather die than go through another summer in this pitiful Godforsaken wasteland of a state, so who knows. I'll probably be in the middle of nowhere up north somewhere with no job. *sigh* Better than living in *gags* Arizona for another year. So yea, life's just peachy. What an excellent Christmas season I'm having! 8D hahaiwanttodietakesmorexanax

Oh, and I'm still not gonna be on too much. I'll pop on IMs or comment here during periods of lucidity when I'm feeling decent. Don't be surprised if I disappear at random though, and I'm trying my best not to snap at people. ><