things have not all that improved in the time since my last journal entry! i have more of the depressing details over on patreon but the tl;dr is that things are bad and they're gonna get worse before they get better. there is zero chance of me being out of hospital before springtime, and my life until then is gonna be... interesting.

in the end the reason i'm making this update post is because i do have a few ideas for what i want to happen in the not-unlikely event of my death, and i wanted to get them all down in one place. first and most importantly: the moment i die, Anna (the lewd goop bird) enters the public domain, and everyone is free to create anything involving her that they'd like. commissions, stories, art, anything! no permission needed from anyone. cause i'd be dead.

i don't really expect that this fun lewd community will keep her going on forever, but i would like to at least know that she outlived me if the worst comes to pass! keeping her spirit alive is definitely the best way to honour my memory.

sorry for being so morbid in here, but with how many times i've heard "poor prognosis" in the last week, i think you can understand if i want to prepare for the worst.