it's been what, 4 months? god, this sucks. i would really like to go home but things just keep going wrong one after another, and i've spent the last month solid with a 8mm-diametre tube up my dick, so i'm really not having a fun time. hey, at least i get morphine. i'm really hoping that i'll be able to get out of here sometime in february, but eesh, maybe this is just my forever home now.