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new journal entry lol checking in
6 years ago
Been a while since I wrote a journal. Life has been good, Working hard for money, not great money but I am getting back in shape and enjoying what I do. Since my last journal, I have really embraced me, and have allowed myself to be a grown up. Its like my little and big sides merged and it completed the missing part of myself. I even had a dream where I was holding my little self and I just merged with it. Very strange dream indeed. But I don't feel so little these days. And sometimes I miss the times when I could just be little. But I also love who I have become.
I look back on all the time here, and before this on DA. So many years, so many people I have had connections with. Sometimes I feel like I failed here, I lost track of others that I called friend. And I apologize for that. I guess I have just drifted from all of this. I still appreciate all the connections I have made. You all helped me become me, so thank you.
I end up here a couple times a week anymore and that probably won't really change. I have tried drawing a couple times but never really finish anything. I made a couple Mature pics that I know many would like, but I feel awkward posting things like that on this page. This was always a very pg page and and have always had a young character. And then I think, meh, if people don't like it they can click delete. As long as it is marked accordingly. So not sure what I will do.
Besides all that, nothing really new to report on. I hope you all are having wonderful lives and living for you.
MJ
I look back on all the time here, and before this on DA. So many years, so many people I have had connections with. Sometimes I feel like I failed here, I lost track of others that I called friend. And I apologize for that. I guess I have just drifted from all of this. I still appreciate all the connections I have made. You all helped me become me, so thank you.
I end up here a couple times a week anymore and that probably won't really change. I have tried drawing a couple times but never really finish anything. I made a couple Mature pics that I know many would like, but I feel awkward posting things like that on this page. This was always a very pg page and and have always had a young character. And then I think, meh, if people don't like it they can click delete. As long as it is marked accordingly. So not sure what I will do.
Besides all that, nothing really new to report on. I hope you all are having wonderful lives and living for you.
MJ
I also look back and regret losing track of all the folks who befriended me here and in real life. Though, as I've continued to stay more active here, I have noticed a lot of old friends resurfacing. Case in point, it's nice to see you checking in with all of us.
I definitely admire your new mindset. It seems like you're taking good care of yourself. Ensuring that you're keeping a full cup makes it easier to spread positive vibes around to everyone else. It would be cool to see some new art from you. Personally, I'm not really offended by any drawn thing, though I understand your hesitation to post mature pics on your FA page. I would suggest just going with whatever seems best. If people give you crap about whatever subjects you post up here, you can always personally delete it yourself. (of course, once on the internet, nothing is ever truly removed from it ever again.)
I'm sort of in a similar state of being with regard to my art. Though I do still hope to get back into it at some point when I recover my inspiration. ^^
In any case, it's great to hear from you again and am glad to learn that you are doing well!
Stay padded my friend, your friend GlowSticks.