He felt guilty for his nervous that let him shy. ciphered all his game development plan to emojies and cryptics!
He meant, that the list kept secret for surprise party like event.

bellow, we have recovered all data he can remember the best.
Note, this is from previous journal and today is outdated.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing

the new one keeps coming that it is inappropriate to list back.

He has more plan on his Google keep. yes, he wrote it every time he sees something he like to make game out of.