UPDATE! We have raised the amount needed! Thank you to everyone who's helped by donating or sharing!
I hated asking people to save my dumb ass because I decided to spend all my money on paying off some off a majority of my medical bills and I'll be much more careful in the future. Hopefully I won't be getting crazy sick again anytime soon so I don't end up with more medical bills and potentially pain.
So far, I'm doing pretty decent health wise. The only thing that's been bothering me is the pain caused by my back and joints but that's been a constant for a while, so it's starting to become the norm for me.
So let's just keep our fingers crossed that all my other health stays in the green for a good while.

Now! Time to get back to doing the draws and getting things done!
I'll keep doing my best to bring you all the best I can!

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So I'm really sorry I've been gone the past few days. A lot of things have been falling on my head recently and I just needed a wee bit of time to pull myself back together before I break down really bad.
I've managed to take a breather and collect myself while trying to figure out how to approach the biggest issue I'm facing right now.

A few weeks ago I found out that the hospital didn't set up my automatic payments correctly, which means my hospital bills went into collections and then to an attorney, so I ended up having a court date and ended up being able to work out a payment plan with them thankfully.
After finding that out I called and found out a few more of my hospital bills also weren't set up right and hit collections. I managed to get those paid off with my tax return. So essentially I've managed to get over $2,500 of hospital bills down under $1000 now and I only have 2 payments to make each month. Which has managed to take a good bit of weight off my back since I have those all under control.

Unfortunately this has left me with no money to pay for my state taxes. I ended up going overboard and spent the money on hospital bills trying to keep more from going into that dreaded court shit (because court will add a wonderful $400+ to your debt as I just recently learned)

I thought I would have another job by now, unfortunately I haven't gotten one despite applying all over my city. I forget how hard it is to get a job without connections around here DX

Anyway, I'm currently sitting with $666 owed to the state by the 10th of April. I know... I know... $666 sounds like some prank, even I was like "What tha? How did I manage this?" but yeah, after shitting myself I was slightly impressed, only I could manage to owe people the sign of the beast.

I've been racking my brain trying to get a plan to make this money in a short time without stacking more work on top of myself...
I've been working hard to get through my list as quickly as I can, and while I've been making myself really proud with how well I've been doing, I'm getting anxious about having to add more to the list I've been working so hard to break down...

I just can't do this one alone... I thought I could and I was really confident in myself but I don't know what to do other than reach out for help.

Which was one of the reasons I had to go collect myself. I'm always on board to help those I really care about to get the help they need, but I'm still a prideful brat when it comes to helping myself... Not really because I don't think I deserve the kindness (Like I did back in the day) but because I don't want to be a burden on anyone.

But I'm growing far too close to this deadline... and I don't want to be a pain in the ass to myself and everyone else by adding more to my already bursting commission list. Because at this point I don't want to make more people wait on me to crank things out than there already is...

More importantly... I don't want to end up in trouble with the government. That's like... the last thing anyone needs honestly.

So yeah...

For anyone who might be able, your help would be lifting the biggest weight off of me right now.
I'll make updates in the comments if we manage to make it to the goal.
https://www.paypal.me/am1343

And of course, do not feel bad if you can't help, I always stress and will continue to do so that if you are in a bad way yourself DO NOT put yourself in a worse way to help me. You take care of your stuff first as you are the most important thing to you (or at least you should be)
If you want to help in a non-monetary way, feel free to spread the word. Signal boosts always help, even if you think they don't.

For anyone who donates, please make sure you message me so not only I can thank you personally, but keep track of who's helped so I can find a way to pay you back for your kindness once my current work list is down. I'm not sure what I'll do as a thank you just yet, but I'll come up with something in time for anyone who helps.

Thank you to anyone who managed to read all of this. And an even bigger thank you to anyone who helps.
I couldn't do it without you guys. You all have kept me going all these years and inspired me to stay alive and caring for myself. I just hope that I still manage to make things that you all enjoy...

Love and Hugs,
Rose