And then, when you think everything is fine, everything is going well... Music can be and it's powerful, my whole life has been tied to it and I remember a lot of memories by just the first notes of some songs, from a song that made some buns believe I was mental at the age of 3, my days as a teacher, one of my darkest moments and then, is this one song in particular.

The lyrics are mostly about some British guy getting obsessed with a love that can't be, he started that he can't forget it because he's too much into that person; like many others, I related that song with someone who I'm... Kinda obsessed, but that's a topic for another day, this song also makes me go back to other moments, I had this feline fellow, we talked a lot and eventually we had a friendship strong enough to get drunk, smoke, eat junk and talk about our miserable lifes (miserable in the way of, we have little to no money), we went like this for over 3 years or so. Eventually he or me went into a relationship with out actual BF'S, that's when things went wrong because they one day became enemies and then, one day, I was in a mood of "Everyone is just trying to make a fool of me!", I had an argument that grew into a fight and then, thanks to one of my recurrent psycho problems, sent him to hell.

Fast forward to yesterday, this song came in, over and over again in my playlist and besides the main subject of the song (that itself made me went into an anxiety attack in the middle of a work day), it made me remember those old days when we wasn't bother by nothing, we only knew that the other one need help, and went to him, trying to cheer him out of this depression, going for ice cream and eat it straight from the package, eat instant noodles because it was the only thing we had, drink all night and talk about our life...

I miss those days.