So i stopped browsing FA when i got super depressed 2 years ago, and since then, i got somewhere around 32000 submissions notifications. I only browsed journals from time to time, looking for commission openings.

Good news is, I've been feeling increasingly well since 6 months ago, and in december 2018, I think it was the first time in years that I didn't feel unhappy. The constant sadness, uncertainty and suicidal thoughts were gone, and it was... refreshing to finally FEEL something for once. Even though some self-doubt resurfaces once in a while, I think I'm on the right track to function like a normal person again. It feels like I'm coming back alive.

So if you've seen me faving your work from 3 months ago, don't worry - I'm just digging through my submission inbox, looking at all the fantastic art I've missed. I've only gone through 5k so far, there's soooo many of them