Probably not going to be around much, it almost hurts to go on FA.... In case you don't know, zeara passed away yesterday and I'm still kinda in the stages of shock... life just feels like a nightmare right now and I keep thinking I need to wake up. Zeara was one of my oldest friends, and I'm so upset I never got the chance to meet him.... I'm generally OK with death, but this was just too sudden and unexpected... it's not OK. I'm not OK.