Sorry I haven't posted anything at all. My loved mother have been very sick herself. So I'm taking care of her the best way I can. But Im so mentally and physically drained. I've lost weight I was called out to don't stop eating, but honestly that's the very least I care for. I don't even have motivation to draw or do anything at all...I tried to keep myself strong but I failed horribly yesterday. Im scared cause I can't help but think the worst... I just hope everything goes better. I really really need this nightmare to end.