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3 months after the fire, still rebuilding [Edit]

By talonsaurn, 3 hours ago
Though the lion and his mum are still on air mattresses but have gotten some furniture made and re-established, the notorious desk saga is at an end for example though think i need to get one more floor lamp, but stable from a practical stand point, however emotionally.. yeah..thats still kinda a basket case of normal's and lows. Things seem to be sinking in more the loss more acute and the self punishing has begun, ie "Why did i not get ABC out, why did i not do this, why that, and so on).

This kinda roots in my feeling kinda worthless latey, Oddly the most frustrating is the inability reciprocate to those who make me smile and I care for(People who i'm not very close with), there are a lot of people out there I've been close to and its always hard to loose connections with them.. I'm more sensitive to it now than ever though

Thus far I've been unable to focus at writing yet, inking has been poor, sketching seems to be coming around first, if my RP drive was low before it seems totally MIA now..


Thank you all who've supported me in the various ways since the event, it does warm me to think of such things even if i've been more flighty than usual