I don't want to learn anything else, see anything else, experience anything else
i do not deserve to be alive, i shouldnt be alive
i just want it already to be the day i end it all
i just dont want
dont want
i want to be dead already, dont want to live any longer, this life is HELL
i do not want any more food for myself, i want her to have it all
i dont want to see anything beautiful in my life, i want her to ahve it
i dont want to have any pleasure, she should have it
i dont want to be alive, i should have been the one who died and not her