I hope I don't sound like a broken record of other people, however I recommend you go and talk to someone. If things are getting that bad I say talk to someone at a Crisis Center or Hotline, I've had to do it a few times and the people there work to help. Sometimes it just takes someone helping you reorganize yourself and your thoughts that help start putting things together. There are always others out there to help you even if it's just mentally and emotionally. So please try and reach out and grab them and don't be afraid too.

The Financial stuff I'm not sure, but just keep trying the best you can and keep pushing.

If you need someone to vent too you can always shoot me a note (I also have discord & telegram)

I've calmed down since making the post.

Still stressed but getting through it.

There's a lot of stuff going on that I have to deal with right now though and it's starting to get to me.

Again, you are welcome to reach out to me. You have my Telegram, could give you my Cell, if you want.

Life has it's hardships, and sometimes it can bunch-up at the same time, without notice. I've had plenty, and trust me, it's never easy, and it's hard work to step past it. Being an adult sucks, but you're very capable of dealing with these situations, and you have friends to help you.