The truth is life is meaningless. Its just many experiences that culminate in you. Sorry to burst your bubble buckaroo but your beliefs can't change reality. That reality being that life is meaningless.

Some people would say I have depression just because I think this way. Their lying to themselves just as I lie to myself everyday that my life actually means something more than existence. People that have depression are irrational. I am nothing but rational my thoughts guided by logic. I tell people that the reason I live is because there are people that love me, but why should that matter when all their lives are meaningless just as mine is.

Don't worry I'll return to the facade that I present to people soon. The facade I present to myself everyday. I know the truth. But what does the truth matter anyway when the lives we all live really don't. I'll go on living as the fool I am until I don't. And almost no one will care.