if your suffering with suicide thoughts seriously please consider calling the suicide hotline in your country..

**Nod** I need to schedule a new appointment with my psychiatrist, however that can take some time.

*Offers hug.* It's okay... We are here for you.

Thank you friend **Hugs very very tightly**

They're not worth your concern. *hug*

**Hugs tightly**

I don't mock you, I just don,t know how to help at this point.

*Hugs tightly* I'd never mock you, I hope you're able to feel better soon.

Thanks, I appreciate it :3

I'm glad you're in a little better place now. Depression doesn't just "go away," it's chronic. Some days will be better than others. The only thing you can really do is to take care of the basics (regular/sufficient sleep, healthy meals on a regular schedule, etc.) - and if things get bad, get professional help. My ex had major depression, and it took a long time to finally get her treatment to the point it needed to be, but she MADE it, and you can too.

As far as the people...you're on the internet. Never was there such a wretched hive of scum and villainy. There are lots of nasty people out there, and you'll encounter some of them for sure. The ones who see you as an art vending machine; push button and get picture. The ones who take a random dislike to something you care about, and then try to tear you down because of it. The ones who just want to see the world burn, and laugh. They exist. And that is really sad...I have to feel a little pity for folks whose lives are so twisted and hopeless.

But there are a lot of decent folks too. The ones who smile when they say hi to you. The ones silently following your posts, but too shy to say anything. The ones who jump in, slap you on the back, and then run off grinning. The few that can say, "Wow, I feel you, you're like me!" The ones who give a damn because you're alive, respect your struggles, and try to put in a good word with their respective deities.

It's not all bad, or all good either. But it's the only game in town. You down for another hand?

Rochndil, who can never remember the order, straight > flush or flush >straight...

**Hugs tightly** Thank you, that was very inspirational :3 I'm gonna do my best to try and make my life better^^

Glad I could help. While I'm not myself a Christian, Jesus said basically two things. "Don't be a dick," and "Give a fuck." I'm pretty solid on the first, but the second is harder for me. I'm working on it. Got a long way to being the person my dog thinks I am. -:)

Rochndil, living the "old" in old fart...

Well no matter, you're kind to me :3